If I Let You Go - Westlife!

"But if I let you go

I will never know

What's my life would be

Holding you close to me

Will I ever see

You smiling back at me

How will I know

If I let you go"

-westlife-

Assalamualaikum et Bonsoir mes amies! 

i'm pretty sure all of u guys would be thinking, "what's with the lyric, dude??"

oh well, there must be something, right..if there arent i wouldnt be quoting em! :)

Alright, actually, after the 'heavy' karaoke'ing session last night with me parents, and by saying with my parents i meant me karaoke'ing alone while my parents, well, let's just say that they loved hearing me sing and they took the time while i was singing to sleep..in short, me singing is like a lullaby to em , i realised something! 

The song is singin' bout me life! :O

alright, that's a bunch of craps... the song wasnt really written to 'immortalised' my legendary life.. it's a COINCIDENT though.. :) the song is connected to me life!

The lyrics, as if they were talking bout me love life! yeah..sad.. just the song though, not the MV.. (if you watch this song's MV, you'll be like," soooo your life is about a bunch of guys and several other people playing with a big and tall wood thing "that-im-not-sure-of-what-is-it" on the beachhhh? girl, somethin; is wrong with ya..")

mannnn, just read the lyric, will ya?

it's about, loving someone, but you just dont have the gut to tell her/him but if you want to give up on trying to express your feeling, you might lose something that "MIGHT" be precious to you, it's all about the uncertainties in one's life..! dangggg poetic tonight! ciss...i should pat meself on the shoulder for being so shakespears-ish.. BRAVO!

yeah, just like moi! When i like someone (a guy, of course) , confessing to him is a major NO NO to me. cuz to be honest, im really2 afraid / scared/ intimated of rejection! and also, im afraid to lose a very good friend~ :'(

HOWEVER DUDES AND DUDDETES, if i keep on hiding it and maybe sooner or later, i decide to just 'let him goooo'... what if the whole time, while i was sooo fond of him, he might, jst might, have the same feeling as i am..but both of us were so scared of telling each other bout our feelings??a nd my decision to forget him is WRONG and AND I JUST LOST SOMETHING THAT 'SHOULD' BE PRECIOUS TO ME!!!! I CANT IMAGINE! :'(((

but then, i'm to scared to express me feelings to the person that i like~ just as i stated in my previous post, i'm sooo scared of confession and in the end, i tend to just keep em to meself and slowly, i'll fall out of love on him.. it's ahrd to fall out of love on someone actually but then... oh well.. screw that..

there's nothing much to do,though.. just like the song, the ending is a bit of a mystery, there's no solution to this kind of problem..<-- dont believe me? try listenin' to that song..

so, same as me life..im to scared to try that im afraid that i'll stay like this foreverrrR!! :O God knows how many chances had i blew throughout me unfortunate love life..ish3... what a shame..but what to do maaa... im scared lorhhh!

Hmm..however, for moi, if a guy likes me (IF laa ada, IFFFFFFF jakk), i dont need him to confess to me in the most romantic way as possible, i prefer it to be more casual and spontaneous.. through jokes or sarcasms.. me loike it! :) but pleaseeeee, just be yourself when you're trying to impress a girl, if you're dorky, just be dorky! Dorky makes you different! and i love dorks! :D i think they're kinda cute..

so well, 

 i dont know what to do bout me love life, the "if i let you go' life.. 

if i just let it go, i might lose something,

but if i'm taking the risks, i might lose a friend! 

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!! :(

Thinkin' bout me future..
Lookin' good, as usual, I know..